Thursday, March 31, 2016

underground questions

Always the novelty of loneliness. Here, abdominal force. The center is hollow. The branches of my trees are afraid. Here, my mother's impotency. The sea recedes into the first womb. I am the one who thinks, writes, suffers, before the path, amidst absence, the naked urgency of eternity. And You wave as if you had charted the possible escapes, the underground cycles of creation and loss. Outside, touch the skin of the world, edged with questions, the underground questions. It is more and otherwise than cross-fire. It speaks many tongues and it does not pass, it conflagrates the whole being, like angels, if Angels made love.

I might dive into dreams, stirring the World. Nowhere to go, not enough room to care of the crying bodies of mine... intimate soaring against the simple daily bread.

If all love secrets lead to an ultimate obstacle, a candle light, a sterile juice, a blurred dream, all at once planted at the psalms of unknown Life... I am against... You cannot vanish.

I never desired the details of foam around the strongest springs, my muscles cross several lifetimes, on returning from flashes of fullness, in love with the Idea of Infinity...  

Wednesday, March 30, 2016

writing within a cloister

i walk through your cloister. there is a well at the heart of the inner garden. i wonder whether it starts to rain before midday. and whether the nude will yell or sing at the selfhood of things.

i ought to study the cycles and the fractions of despair between instants of rebirth. what is life? who is now at awe? on the edge? developing an Idea that fights against the strictures of words, loops, strings, spirals?... who is knocking at my confusion? Possible children jump over the blue shadows of complication and free the rhythm or logic or mystery or careless rapture...